I read an AMAZING book called Every You, Every Me by David Levithan. I was about a boy named Evan who was best friends with a girl named Ariel. When she leaves, Evan finds these pictures that he thinks Ariel left because in them, the moments captured only happened with Ariel. Evan begins a hunt with his friend Jack. There are many conflicts away. It’s a mystery in a way because you have to figure out what happened to Ariel and place the pieces together to try and see who is setting Evan up to find these pictures. When I read the book, I fell in love with three different sections: 10A, 9-9D and 14. In each, I looked closely with the lenses Word Choice, Power and Resistance, and Symbolism. I came up with conclusions that I never would have reached with just a glance at the pages.
In section 10A, my favorite lense I used was Symbolism. Ariel gives Evan a dark marble and Evan gives Ariel when they plan an arbitrary anniversary. I think that Ariel represents the marble and Evan represents the roses. They’re giving each other a part of themselves. I think Ariel’s giving Evan a dark, depressed part of her and Evan’s giving Ariel a sweet, loving part of him. I used to think that it meant they both had good and bad sides to themselves but I now realize that everyone has a good and bad side to them. The thing that caused Evan to become a little paranoid was Ariel’s leaving, not because she gave him a part of her. Yes, she rubbed off on Evan when they were friends but they her leaving caused his depression. This section was tough for me to figure out, but I enjoyed it very much.
In section 9-9D, the lense I liked using the most was Power and Resistance. Evan talks to himself and replays conversations he had with Ariel before she left. I think that Ariel (and not just in this section, in most of the book) has a strong power over Evan. She clouds his thoughts and almost holds a trance over him. Evan blames himself for what happened to Ariel, even though he did the right thing. Evan cannot resist because he doesn’t realize that Ariel has a power over him. Instead, he fights himself and beats himself up emotionally. I think he’s fighting the wrong person. I used to think Evan had to get rid of Ariel and forget about her so he can move on. I no longer think that. I think that Evan needs to fight the part of him that blames himself. He needs confidence and strength. Then he will be able to stop going a bit paranoid.
In the section 14, my favorite lense was Word Choice. It used the word every a lot and spoke about how Ariel once told Evan that she cannot know every him and he cannot know every her. I think using the word every is like using infinity. It’s so hard to know every. I think Ariel is right in saying that they cannot know every side of each other because someone is different with different people. Evan is Evan and Ariel is Ariel to each other. They’re not different people and never will be to each other. Evan blames himself for what happened to Ariel but the truth is, he thinks he knows everything that caused her depression when he didn’t. No one can know “every”.
Every You, Every Me by David Levithan is very realistic because everyone can connect in some way to Evan. I can connect to Evan in the sense that I can dwell over things that have happened and cannot be changed. I am trying to just accept the fact that the past is the past but it can be hard. Just like life. People have good and bad sides to them. No one can know every side of one person, even if they think so. People are lost, clueless and NOT perfect. Just like Evan.